"Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time."
So here I am, telling some truths that genuinely come from my heart. I don't expect anyone to read this post, so yes skip this post.
I feel happy because I have a great life (Alhamdulillah!). I know there are ups and downs in life and I am in the 'downs' phase but hey despite all the obstacles and difficulties I have to face, I still have things that I can be grateful for. Remember, this is life.
I feel confuse especially when it comes to "what will happen to my life next day, next month, next year, next 10 years...". Currently I keep thinking of those interviews which I have to attend in order to get a placement for Medicine. Another truth here is hmm I still put high hope on my dream. Not really the whole dream (bcs it has broken apart, literally) but at least seven-tenth of it.
I feel insecure of knowing there are many other girls out there who are of course much prettier, wiser, funnier, and all those good adjectives that described them. And to know that I need to be one of those "Le cream of cream" to get a placement in any of the medical schools increases my insecure.
Sometimes I feel jealous when someone talks to you or gives you compliment or treats you etc. And I wish you feel the same way too. But don't worry I'm not that kind of certain crazy lad who conquers someone's life. No no I'm not like that. Trust is needed in this matter, and I trust you.
There are more truths but I guess I just keep to myself. I shall sleep now as the bed and pillows look very very very tempting to be slept on haha so good night.